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Daphne
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Friday, May 30, 2008
5/30/2008 10:30:00 PM
i used to think dat i have a perfect life.... i used to think dat pple r jealous of me coz i'm so nice and i'm having all dat i can have.... i've got a great family, a good bf who treats me very well, average looks and figure, great frenz around me and passable results without much studying (which shows i'm smart and i actually got a job b4 my results were out)... i realli used to think dat my life was perfect.... but come to think abt it.... nothing is perfect actually.... everything is so screwed up.... i've a great family... but my dad is sick... hair loss was totally something dat i had to force myself to accept... n i hafta act like i;m strong n i can take it... but i'm not... i'm worried.... i'm afraid my dad will leave me..... i've a good bf who treats me very well.... yet there is no future..... so y am i still clinging on? i've average looks and figure... ya... n now my skin is cui-ed... patches of dried skin on my face... n i'm getting way too fat...... i've great frenz around me... n my frenz r onli bowlers....... yea dats sad... i onli got so few frenz... i'm smart n i've gotten myself a job b4 results r out.... yea n now to think of it i'm scared of the job... i dunno if i can handle the stress since i've always led a carefree n stressless life.... i'm afraid i cant complete the training program... i;m afraid i wun be able to afford a car... there's alot of things dat i'm afraid of.... so how perfect can dat be?? i've come to reality.... reality is cruel.... my life is screwed...... n i'm trying to make it perfect by deceiving myself..... |
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